My cat Daisy, who I've had since I was about 3 or 4 years old died today at 9:30 a.m. I was first to discover her. She was getting really sickly and had survived renal failure 2 years ago without the assitence of a vet or medicine. She was one tough S.O.B. true to the Bekele in her. She saw me my brother and sister all grow up and graduate. She watched over us when we were sick, and comforted us when we were down. She wasn't a pet. She was a dear family member. I can only be happy at the fact that she is no longer suffering, and went peacefully in the morning on a bright sunny day in front of the window, the warm sunlight on her face almost commanding her to just let go. Im glad I made my peace with her last night, and buried her under the big tree in my back yad with my sister, mom and dad by my side. We buried her with a Garfield blanket that I had when I was a child. Don't want her getting to cold in the afterlife you know. I will miss her, but I know that she did all she could to stay with me thru the night to see me in the morning after work. Thats just the type of person she was. I love you Daisy. Enjoy showing that love and affection by God's side cause you've earned the rest dear friend.

08/06/04-R.I.P. Daisy Bekele

Haven't updated in a bit. U.B. was ok at best. Guru and Freedom are hilarious. Chris might be moving to Cali. I might head out to FSS8. Im soon to be a Shift Supivisor at my job. Me and Gabbo are close to 1 year together. I'm about to fall asleep. Im almost ready for anything. I just in an "close yet far" mood. So I think Im going to tell all my fams 1 love, and possibly tell all the haters SUCK A COCK!.........

Yeah that sounds about right.

Blah Blah Blah.......................Kanye West in concert is nasty.............N.E.R.D. in concert is nasty...............need more jams.......need more practice.........need more liquor.........School ends soon.........Gaby and I 10 months strong.............gonna get a Huskie puppie when I get loot......either that or a Doberman..........Sister graduates in June.......Lord the whole bunch of us need to get out of this damn state now.......Chris 21st tomarrow.........Onimusha 3 is the Shit!!!!...........need to finish FFX-2.........more tattoos needed............not smoking is stressful cold turkey........MurderDeathKillMurderDeathKillMurderDeathKill...............Blah Blah Blah.........

sentences are norm.....fuck norm

bored,tired and angry.......what better way to feel on a beautiful day like this....

"blanketly hating everyone and thing is easier than liking everything. its simpler to be surprised by those few things that make you feel happy and you respect than dealing with the  dissapointment of everything else that sucks." by Alem Bekele......yeah im evil and poetic....fucking tools....